You know... I really hate everything at the moment. what the fuck is wrong with humanity!? what is wrong with america!? I mean, the cops somehow think they are above the law, china practically owns us, and the government is wiping their asses with the peoples social security checks!! Humanity is a pain in my ass because everyone is greedy little fuck out for their own interest... sometimes I swear I'm not human.everyone talks about how helpful and giving I am at my school, or how amazing or perfect or fucking flawless I am! I will never be able to truly live up to that!! It makes me sick how much people expect out of each other... and that goes both ways. they either expect you to be superman or a fucking deadbeat! am I the only one who doesn't have insane amounts of expectations for anyone but myself!!? I am sick of just giving and giving and giving just to be stepped on like a god damn stool in return! I hate everything right now... my relationship, my home life, my school life, and even most of my "friends"! where am I supposed to go for the next two months to find some peace? maybe some fulfillment?? I will turn 18 on february 2nd... but until then, I am stuck.
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